Dear Child of the King,
God wants to use your testimony and Satan only wants to abuse it. May you allow God to use your testimony to the benefit of His Kingdom. Your testimony is not your own. God has the power to reach so many through your story alone so do not let your fear of opening up and sharing the story that God given you to share, stunt the work of the Lord.
I pray that you experience and reap the sweet blessings of walking with the Father as He guides and directs your path. He walked with you throughout all of the different periods of your testimony up until this point and He will continually walk with you as He continues to write your story.
1 Timothy 4:12